Soo...

I just realized that I havent updated this thing in a good while...
Sooo here goes nothing..

Lately my life has been one big fregging soap opera... Literally. I feel like...
Im having to pick and choose between who Im allowed to have feelings for
I realied Ive got a crush on one of my friends
But also I do on someone else..so Im super torn between the two of them..and I dont want to hurt anyone.
Seriously...
And then again.

I know someone has to... And I feel terrible

I been watching my best friend get used. And pushed around. Im not sure why she puts up with it. But I guess to each their own. I am just sick of seeing her cry. It hurts me. Badly...

Shese been there...ya know... and Idk what I would do with out her... And I wanna tell her to just watch out for her...but. She dosent listen... I love her ne ways

But. Mostly thats it... =)

No nothings new. It sucks to be you..=)

Today wasnt nearly as bad as I pictured it would be.
I thought when I open my eyes. Im going to cry...
The only hard part. Was falling asleep... Then when I was asleep I woke up to reach for him BUT he wasnt there..so I just went back to sleep.
A part of me feels terrible. Like I messed up.
But. Im twenty. And you only live once. And if your not happy. Your not happy. Thats just how it goes. You cant help how you feel or dont feel.
Im sorry. Honestly.

Mr. Brandon Meadows told me to fill out a target app today. Sooooo.
I did =)
You better get me a job Brandon, or Im kicking your ass. Haha.

Everything is alright tho. Im content. Kinda bored. But Im going to go outside and talk to strangers who wanna give me candy. Haha.

Till Next Time
Meg