Soo...

I just realized that I havent updated this thing in a good while...
Sooo here goes nothing..

Lately my life has been one big fregging soap opera... Literally. I feel like...
Im having to pick and choose between who Im allowed to have feelings for
I realied Ive got a crush on one of my friends
But also I do on someone else..so Im super torn between the two of them..and I dont want to hurt anyone.
Seriously...
And then again.

I know someone has to... And I feel terrible

I been watching my best friend get used. And pushed around. Im not sure why she puts up with it. But I guess to each their own. I am just sick of seeing her cry. It hurts me. Badly...

Shese been there...ya know... and Idk what I would do with out her... And I wanna tell her to just watch out for her...but. She dosent listen... I love her ne ways

But. Mostly thats it... =)